I barely have the strength or concentration to attempt a post right now.
My plea is for your prayers.
Everyone keeps telling me, "God is bigger than this."
But right now,
in this moment,
I don't feel Him.
And that scares me more than anything.
I go back to the doctor tomorrow at 1:50.
Hopefully, he can figure out why this is happening-
why I don't recognize the girl I've become.
To those who have relentlessly stood by my side, loved me, and reminded me (despite my disbelief) that God truly is bigger than this disease- thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
To the ones who don't understand it, assume I've just been lazy, apathetic, and a bad friend- I'm getting through this to prove you wrong.